hello. it has been awhile since i have been able to write. and, honestly, i shouldn’t be writing now, but i am feeling like i need a break from reading about psychological disorders and diseases. it makes me feel crazy. not really. but, maybe. so the past week or so has been full of wildness, filled with school work, friends, and family. I have also been sick for the many days now–an illness presenting with a sore throat, tiredness, and lots of snot. apparently, i just have some sort of viral thing, that, of course, cannot be treated with any medication. so i have just been waiting it out, just like the good doctor told me to do.
i have two exams tomorrow, Abnormal Psych 470 and Child Psychopathology 476. i am kind of nervous because i am not going to be able to study as much as i usually do for them. but, it will be fine, i think. tomorrow, i also leave for Orlando, Fl to meet Jared E., and we’re gonna hit up the Hillsong United Worship Conference. i am really looking forward to it. i can’t believe that it is here already. i hope to learn a lot there, and i hope to hear God on some things that I have been asking Him about. and, i am looking forward to spending some time with J-rad and just being ridiculously stupid. everybody needs to have times like that every now and again.
one thing i do everyday is read Psalm 139. well, at least try to read it. i don’t do it out of routine or religiousity, but i do it because it reminds me that God is sovereign. He is in control of my life. And, He is always before me, after me, and beside me. Whether i am at the peak of highest elation or in the pit of lowest despair. ‘Cos life can be crazy sometimes. it is not that peculiar for me to look in the mirror and feel like i don’t even know who i am. yet, it amazes me that God does. He is the creator, the great artist, molder, maker, and former. He delicately molded us into existence, and although, sometimes we lose our sense of self, God is there to show us who are again and again. i love that so much about Him. Despite reading that passage of scripture hundreds of times, it still refreshes my heart and overwhelms me with awe and gratitude.
so, i am gonna resume my studies. but, it was fun to write even but just for a second. i love you all, and pray with deepest sincerity that you are all well. have a great week. good weekend. and lots of fun! never forget to have fun peace, love and happiness!

Cheers to all!
Anthony J.